For the past month or so, Ben and I have been looking for a home. We have looked at 6 or 7 homes thus far. We made a pretty decent offer on a home that had everything we were looking for, only to be beat out by a higher bidder.
We found another home that was even better, and still had everything we were looking for. The only difference with the second home was that we would need to install a privacy fence. We were told by a realtor that someone offered cash, and so they went with that offer instead.
My motivation at this point was pretty low. I was seeing on our active listing page that there were no homes available in our area. My body was tired, and I started looking at all the weekends I signed up for with dread. I started leaving early from work and essentially giving up all the hours I worked on Sunday. Wednesday night I scheduled for a 2 am call in. Normally, I would try to get out of this and ask for a more reasonable call in time, but it made more sense for the other worker to do the evening tasks.
Because I was just so unmotivated from losing out on those homes, I went to my boss and told her that I would be staying home Thursday. Now, I don’t recommend that anyone just go up to their supervisor and tell them they won’t be in to work, that may not go over well. But I had nothing scheduled for Thursday, so I would have been sitting there extremely tired from being there at 2 am, and I have over 90 hours of PTO that I have to use up before the new year.
Backing up just a bit, on Wednesday, my mother in law sent ben and I a link to a home that was not in the school district we wanted. Ben and I kinda ignored the message at first, but I kept being drawn the house. On Thursday, I informed Ben that the house was actually in my cousin’s neighborhood. Ben suggested that we should go take a look as something to do.
The home is about 5 minutes walking distance from my cousin. It has a decent sized backyard with a privacy fence. This home actually has an upstairs. It has everything we were looking for except the school district. So we put an offer in, and within 30 minutes our offer was accepted!
I’m constantly in awe of the way God sets things up. I truly believe that He wanted me to rest. I actually felt pretty sick yesterday, so I think I just needed to slow down. But we went to look at this home with no expectations, and we didn’t have to go through any hoops like we did with the last two houses.
In this digital age, we get so caught up with instant gratification that we forget that sometimes we have to wait. We have to trust in our Lord God. I think one of the reasons why He makes us wait, is to see how much we trust Him.